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Odds and Ends…

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It’s been a hell of a couple days here…my sweet little bubby boy is very sick, he’s got it coming out both ends and won’t eat. I’m really worried but we went to the vet and they gave us meds for a bacterial upset in his GI, he should have had multiple types of bacteria and he only had 1…I love my little old man puppy…if you’re reading this please send him some positive vibes!

What else? Hmm, J finishes school this week…he walked in May, but he’ll officially be done after this week. YAY!!! So excited about that! He’s looking for a job in his new field…which is still technically the same field, just not as a driver anymore…he’ll be in logistics still. I’m so proud of him!!!

We are beginning to think more about adoption. In case I can’t get pregnant, we’re not done trying yet, but the options have to be explored.

We are thinking of possibly moving…so with the job search he’s looking in other places besides Salem, even besides Oregon. We want a fresh start. So we’ll see where things go…

I’m still working in Corvallis, I don’t hate the job, but I don’t love it the way I did FSA…loved what I did there I mean. But I hate the commute, it’s torture. But my boss and other coworkers are great, so that’s great too. And my boss is so great about when I have migraines and like Friday when I couldn’t go to work because of Autzen. It’s so wonderful to have understanding. Thursday actually marked 7 months I’ve been there and today marked 1 year since I left FSA.

Also I’ve been waiting a long time for Jane The Virgin’s final season, and it’s here on Netflix now I’m so excited! lol

I’m going to start painting and doing art again. I need the outlet. So stressed out lately between the failure to procreate and the not sleeping because I can’t take my medicine, and the depression and anxiety because I can’t take my bipolar stuff and the migraines…I’m so exhausted, but I need an outlet of some kind…

This summer needs to die a fast but PAINFUL death…I HATE summer with a passion. October can’t get here fast enough. ❤ For many reasons, the weather, my birthday month…and Negan! haha

Alright I think that’s it for now.

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I fucking miss Rick Grimes!

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I am rewatching TWD since I have to wait until October for new ones…so I decided to start back at the beginning…I know it’s legit only been half a season, but OMG I MISS RICK GRIMES!!! Andy, why did you have to leave us??? I’m almost to the end of season 3 already…I may have time to watch it twice by October. LMAO, I am a pro at binge watching.

Some friends and I started a *Girl Gang*, we’re gonna get T-shirts and patches. It’s all about Women supporting women, empowering each other and having each other’s backs! We’re called Femme AF.

I’m not gonna get super political, but I am gonna say I’m sick of this shit, this attack on women’s rights, our right to choose what we do with our own bodies, our right to be our own person…they’re looking to strip all that away, that’s why we have to have each other’s backs…we have to stand up for ourselves and each other, and not let them win! RISE UP AND RESIST! THE FUTURE IS FEMALE!

I’m home sick today and still not feeling so well, so that’s it for today. ❤

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tid bits…

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Those nails I got that were so damn pretty…yeah I lasted a little over a week…and then I took them off, I want so desperately to have them, but I can’t handle the way they feel…I can feel them on my nails and they feel like my nails can’t breathe, and every time they catch its so painful…so yeah I took them off. My aunt told me it runs in the family, she is that way with even nail polish.

I started a re-watch of TWD because I won’t make it til October…because I’m obsessed. I dreamt that I got a tattoo of a Walker bite and now I am thinking of doing it. Probably not just any Walker bite though, thinking of Carl’s bite. lol Also TWD gives me anxiety, and yet I can’t stop watching…even re-watching, it is still giving me anxiety…lol

Also someone told me to watch the show Black Summer on Netflix, and I saw a meme of people saying the show causes stress…that made me want to watch it more. I have decided I have severe psychological issues… *shrug*

My “best friend” Tabatha has stopped speaking to me. I told her in March that she was being a shitty friend, she doesn’t show any interest in my life or what we’re doing…only about telling me about her bullshit drama(which she creates herself, btw) and trying to get my advice, and when I give it to her, at least half the time my advice thoughts, opinions, advice, piss her off because I call her out on her bullshit…well she of course got pissed at me telling her she wasn’t being a good friend and hasn’t talked to me since. I waited 6 weeks and she still didn’t talk to me so I removed her from my social media…I am done. I’ve known her since we were 5 and I thought she was my best friend, but clearly not really…so whatever, I’m over it.

I have a true best friend who I have known since the first day of HS, Taylor, she’s legit! ❤

We are going to New Hampshire this weekend for my hubby to walk at his college graduation, even though he still has classes until August, he gets to walk now. I’m so proud of him. He’s done so amazing in school while working full time, dealing with a lot of shit from his daughter, my step daughter, but he’s still managed to pull ALL straight As…I’m super excited to watch my hunnybear graduate! ❤

Also I am on a kick of “nothing but Eddie Vedder’s voice in my ears will do!” It’s like I can’t breathe if I’m not listening to him…so It’s been several days now of a PJ/EV playlist and Ten in the car because my car only has a CD player.

I think that’s it for now I am so tired I can’t think and I had a headache most of the day…so I think I’m gonna crash soon. Oh oh yeah…I am down 15 lbs!!

Goodnight, all!