It’s been a hell of a couple days here…my sweet little bubby boy is very sick, he’s got it coming out both ends and won’t eat. I’m really worried but we went to the vet and they gave us meds for a bacterial upset in his GI, he should have had multiple types of bacteria and he only had 1…I love my little old man puppy…if you’re reading this please send him some positive vibes!
What else? Hmm, J finishes school this week…he walked in May, but he’ll officially be done after this week. YAY!!! So excited about that! He’s looking for a job in his new field…which is still technically the same field, just not as a driver anymore…he’ll be in logistics still. I’m so proud of him!!!
We are beginning to think more about adoption. In case I can’t get pregnant, we’re not done trying yet, but the options have to be explored.
We are thinking of possibly moving…so with the job search he’s looking in other places besides Salem, even besides Oregon. We want a fresh start. So we’ll see where things go…
I’m still working in Corvallis, I don’t hate the job, but I don’t love it the way I did FSA…loved what I did there I mean. But I hate the commute, it’s torture. But my boss and other coworkers are great, so that’s great too. And my boss is so great about when I have migraines and like Friday when I couldn’t go to work because of Autzen. It’s so wonderful to have understanding. Thursday actually marked 7 months I’ve been there and today marked 1 year since I left FSA.
Also I’ve been waiting a long time for Jane The Virgin’s final season, and it’s here on Netflix now I’m so excited! lol
I’m going to start painting and doing art again. I need the outlet. So stressed out lately between the failure to procreate and the not sleeping because I can’t take my medicine, and the depression and anxiety because I can’t take my bipolar stuff and the migraines…I’m so exhausted, but I need an outlet of some kind…
This summer needs to die a fast but PAINFUL death…I HATE summer with a passion. October can’t get here fast enough. ❤ For many reasons, the weather, my birthday month…and Negan! haha
Alright I think that’s it for now.
Ok, But First Coffee! 